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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Today is truly not a so-good day.
Get scolded by the boss on the first day of work.
& missed the high school time and also the friends who had already left for their studies.

Texting with Hoo.
She said lots of thing that made me cry!
Gosh.
Dude,whoever you are,
if you have any bad comment about my best friend,
here I have a little warning for you,
you better BACK OFF!
She asked,'Wherever we go,we are still bff right?'
I answered,'You silly! We're not only bff,but we are bffl,BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE!'
I just love and miss her. :(
Can we own the time machine and go back to the old times please?
I need my best friend back so badly :(

& shopped a little in Warisan.
Got a shirt,which is the reason being nagged by my mom right now.
& got a eye-liner and lip gloss in SaSa :)
Fooled around with the salesgirl.
Guess this is the only happy thing happened today.

Singapore,day after tomorrow.
Gonna shop shop shop shop shop!
Hope I can get something :)
& hope when I come back,everything will change into a good way.
Please.
I'm begging for that!

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GEEZ!
I dreamed that I went to Singapore with nothing packed!
Not the clothes,not the pants,
& that's the reason I jumped up from my bed this morning.
Well,there's another reason,
that's,BACK TO THE EFFING WORK TODAY! :(:(
Okay I think my mom has been giving me the unbearable stress these days for packing my own clothes to Singapore and that's why I had that dream!

Anyway,Singapore in 2 days :)

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Sunday, February 21, 2010

I have been through a lots this few days.
Can you believe it?
Just 2 or 3 days?

So,I take back the words I said k?
I DID CRY FOR NIKKI LEE YING SHIZ!
That bitch.
We were texting when I was about to sleep.
Then we talked talked talked and she said she couldn't stop herself from crying!
& I cried too!
See?
That's why I hate her.
To be frank,
I'm missing her so fucking much here!
Guess she is having lotsa fun in KL?
Hope you have settle everything down there babe.
I will love and miss you each day.
Hope you do too.
& don't forget your promise (:
I LOVE YOU okay? :(

& last night,went for dinner with Bev and her dad in Shang-ri La,Rasa Ria.
It's the first time I've been there.
& I love it,very much.
How I wish I had a boyfriend right then :(
Hahah I had a superb dinner in Coast.
The dessert is love! <3>
Then I went home.
& when I got home,something bad had happened.
I'm not going to say it here,private and confidential,sorry.

Dear God,
I'm really fed up in everything.
Are all these difficulties ever come to an end?
No right?
Can't you just let me to have a peaceful life?
I will be very thankful and grateful.
Please.

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Kathy left for Melbourne yesterday :(
Thanks for spending these 2 months with me,
life was really good with you.
We shopped,we talked and we ate,
I don't know when are we gonna make it happen again.
Sob.
Anyway,
I'm still not sure which uni are you getting in.
Monash or RMIT?
Hahaha please update me about school!
Missing you already dear :(

& Shiz and Audrey are leaving tomorrow :(
Shiz is leaving for KL,we may be meeting up soon in KL?
So I have no feel at all ;p
But Audrey the popo,
she is leaving for New Zealand.
Aww,I'm seriously going to miss you :(

See,I told you so.
All the friends are leaving one by one.
I don't know how I'm going to survive in KK until May or June.
Sigh.

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Monday, February 15, 2010

Hoo Koh Hsin is gonna leave in few hours :(
Sigh.

Friend,
I actually have written a card for you but I guess I will not have the chance to give it to you :(
So,I just write it here for you.

Dear friend,

Can you believe it?It was just like yesterday when we met but it has already been three years.Time really does fly.It was art class that made us became closer.I remember the days we were late for class because we were having breakfast or lunch in canteen,or I should say,'enjoyed'.I also remember that you're always the first one I ran to when I get into trouble;told you everything about myself,my family,or friends.How many times have you seen me cry?How many times you've seen me get mad.I can find no word but 'fate' to represent all of this.Remember the other day that you kept on asking me if I was mad at you?Okay,I wasn't mad at you,but to be frank,I was so disappointed and upset cause I felt that I am not important to you,at all.But when I finally calmed myself,I found out that there's nothing to be upset or disappointed cause the days left for you in KK were just so less.I've been thinking these days,you'll get your friends sooner or later in Miri.You will have your own friends and own life.You will still remember me,for sure,but the next time we meet up,are we gonna be insane like we used to?or we would just be like strangers?So,I found a short but meaningful word,'cherish'.Friend,I am here to wish you have a bright future and happy all the time.Do take care.I know I am going to miss you more than I used to.Last but not least,I'm glad to have you.Thanks God for sending a great friend like you for me.You're not just my friend,but sister!I love you! <3

Friend,
I really don't want you to go.
:(:(:(:(:(:(

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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Have just called up the grandparents.
Omgosh,I miss them a lots a lots a lots.
Miss the time having 'tuan yuan fan' at their place and chilled with the cousins,the best part,fireworks and gambling.

Don't you agree?
Thing does change when your age is increasing,year by year,month by month,or even day by day.
Although the childhood was somehow bad for me,
I still miss it.
I miss hugging grandparents and miss grandma's cooking :(

I know it's not right to be so emo on this special day but what to do?
Mood swing since last night *sob*

Anyway,
ENJOY THIS SPECIAL DAY AYE?
They said you have to wait for another 57 years to have Valentine's and 1st day of CNY.
So,appreciate it :)
Have fun with your love ones.

This festival brings back lots of memories of you and me.

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Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day darlingsss (:
Wanna share how you gonna spend Valentine's Day with you valentine? ;)

*This is for those people who always text me
DON'T YOU EVER NOT REPLY ME WHEN WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF TEXTING,
I HATE IT VERY MUCH!!!
HOPE YOU GET IT! ;p

Good night,xx

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

You all did great.
I think I'm okay even if I'm alone.
Now then I know how independent I can be.
So you all think I can be really independent?
Let me go please.
I seriously don't know why I am existed.
I wish to get compliment from you all,not scolding anymore.
You get it?
Sigh.

Happiness,will you be with me?

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Dude,you're so scary.
Why on earth do you have to do this all?
I seriously have no idea what are you thinking.
What's on your mind actually?
Can't you just stay away?
All this thing is seriously none of your business!
So fuck off!

& last night,
had a big fight with my brothers.
I'm lazy to talk anymore.
What I can say is,
I'm so effing sick and fed up of my life.
You know how to spell fed up?
It's FED UP.
Not only fed up,it's extremely fed up.
One more thing,
this is my life,
that's my future,
I HOPE I CAN HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE,
NOT UNDER CONTROL BUT YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!
Sometime I just wish that I was not belong to this family.

F U C K O F F
I think I can do it alone as none of you ever support me!

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

My brother told me that I got fine for driving.
& I got so nervous.
Paid a visit to teacher Helen Yee and had dinner with family.
& I kept asking my brothers and also my parents if I really get fined.
They just kept laughing.

When I got home,I saw something from postlaju.
& this morning,I woke up immediately just to see what's is from postlaju.
& I got it.
I got the scholarship from Taylor's.
I was so happy and stress at the same time.
The intake is on Feb,this month!
23rd of February!
Isn't it just so soon?!?!?
& I haven't quit my job yet.
If I want to resign,
I have to give my boss one month notice.
MEANS THAT IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME! :(
Tell me what to do.
:(

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Happy Sunday people :)
Had a very relaxing and comfortable facial treatment this afternoon.
Almost fell asleep!
&&&&!!
I picked rm600 from the floor in the saloon and I returned it to the boss.
Call me stupid or whatever you like.
Parents gave me compliment though.weeee (:

Going to have dinner out tonight.

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Saturday, February 6, 2010

Hello world :)
Next Sat will be the Chinese New Year Eve,are you all ready for it?
I don't think we need to ready for anything but the olders should do cause they have to give us angpaws!! :D
& guess what?
I have 2 weeks for Chinese New Year holiday :)
Woot.
& right after CNY holiday,
I'm gonna off to Singapore for four days.
Tell me I shouldn't be excited!!
Random,I know ;p

So,I had my dinner at this seafood restaurant at Harbour City,opposite of Sutera Harbour.
I was supposed to meet up my friends at The Loaf(I haven't been there,fyi)
but I was so so so so tired and I didn't want to get home late again so I went home.
Watched the tv and blogged? :)
& I will off to bed in 10 mins I guess.
Night world (:

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Is it right to stay at home on Saturday night?
I don't know.
Just not so in the mood to go out.
:)

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Friday, February 5, 2010

Have been outing everyday recently.
It's really tiring.

I found that difficulties never stop coming to me.
How to stop them from coming to me?
I'M EXHAUSTED.
& tired.

I'm thinking of quitting my job,should I?or shan't I?
Working life is getting more complicated.
& I want to enjoy my life so damn much! :(
Good night world.xo

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Thursday, February 4, 2010

My stupid eyes get red-ish!
Might be the contact lens again :(

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

OH NO!
SHUT UP PLEASE!
I really need the silence.

& the weather is unbearable!
It's driving me insane!
I WANT RAIN!
Goodness!

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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

SO HELLO FEBRUARY!
So fast aye?
Tomorrow is already the second day of Feb'10!
Goodness!
& cool,Jan'10 wasn't so bad.

Emmhmm,
13 days to go to CNY,cool aye?
I LOVE CNY!
Yet,CNY makes me to miss the grandparents,the noise back in hometown during CNY,the cousins,the uncles and the aunts :(
Ohh yeah,I also miss the angpaws! :D
Hahahah that's the reason we love CNY,no?

These few days have been having this insomnia.
Fell asleep at 2 or 3 something and woke up at 8 something.
This morning was an exception because I FORCED myself to wake up because I wanted to watch 下一站，幸福 so badly.
Hahahah I know,crazy much?
The story line is getting more tempting :(
& I don't want it to end.

Emo emo go away,I seriously don't need you in my life.
& I have seriously had enough of all of this.
Smart or dumb?
Smart to be awaken by now,considered as fast?
Or dumb to JUST be awaken by now,considered as TOO slow!
Good night peepz!
Loves,xo.

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