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the sun,the moon and the stars
Monday, June 30, 2008

Here's some short description about my lovely friends and also my mates.
This is Chua Hui Mien.
Hmm,she is such a poser in my class^^
She is cute and friendly.
I wasn't really like her last year because some of her words hurt.
But it changed since she has changed a lot this year.
She will be very understanding and a good listener when you need to talk.
All of her advices worked.
One day I received a candy from her wrapped by a small paper,
she wrote'QiQi,our friendship is truely appreciated'
I was so touched that time.
Felt like crying.
Hey,just wanna tell you,
I do appreciate our friendship,so so so much!
It's glad to know you,really.
Especially the times when I was sad.
Thanks so much for being by my side when I need.



Here come my lovely Baby Hoo.
Hahahhah,Baby Nal named her Baby Hoo after the audition.
She hated us to call her Baby Hoo.
But,Baby Hoo,this is cute what,ehheheheh(:
She is the best for me.I mean it.
I just love to talk to her.
She keeps secrets.
You don't have to worry that she might betray you cause never she will.
She saw my tears lots of times,
when I was quarreling with my dad,when I missed the past...
I would automatically tell her everything,and tears would automatically drop.
But it's okay,cause I saw her tears too.
Baby Hoo,be strong,be tough,okay?
I will fight for you no matter what!
I will be by your side always.
I wont let anyone to bully you!
Thanks for appearing in my life.
You brighten my life.
You have been the light when I was lost in the dark.
Thanks a lot.
May God bless you always.


The middle one,Su Fei.
She is a new one.
We weren't close last time.
She is the kind of girl who very straight-forward.
Oh that reminds me that she hurts me lots!
Hahahhaha,
one day when we were having Science lesson,
Ms.Voo was telling us the answers,I saw a part of her workbook was blank but Ms.Voo had told us the answers so I told her the answer,but she replied,'Is it?'
It was hurt okay?
Ish!!!She doesn't really trust me.
But,she is also one of my best listener.
We are gonna seperate soon cause Cikgu Farijah is going to change our seat next week.):
Sigh~I don't wish to change my seat but she and Hoo Hoo were eager to change!
Ng Sok Fei,hope you will be by my side when I need.
I will be by your side when you need too.
So trust me okay?


To be continued...cause there're still lots to talk about this class^^

I am sick again!Fuck!
Went to SMC just now.
Oh man,my sorethroat is really torturing me now.
God,what the hell you want from me?
I don't wanna sick anymore!
I don't wanna see doctor anymore!
I am fear of the smell of the hospitals now,I really really do!
I DON'T WANT!!
NOT ANYMORE,please!

To my readers,
drink more water cause the weather is so hot recently.
Don't eat the fried food.
Don't get sick.
God bless.

Good Night.



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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Happy Birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you^^

Happy Birthday to you,Vilyn sweetheart!
Miss you so so so much here too!
Don't forget our promise ya?
See ya soon(:
xoxo

I have done 70% of my Art project,
Qin will help me to do the rest of them.
Thank you friend!
Japanese food?Can you change it to Burger King or something please?
I know you do,ehehehhehe(:
Or the breakfast I make myself?
As you have been waiting for it since I brought it to Baby Hoo and Su Fei XD

I think I am sick again,sigh~
I need my healthy back!
I need you!):

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sorry!):
Friday, June 27, 2008

I cried in class today.
Maybe I was really too sad.
Baby Hoo,so sorry if I said something that hurt you ya,
I didn't mean it.
But I really appreciated your advices.
I know,I am fortune,I should be satisfied.
I do cherish when I feel happy.
I love my dad when he is being NORMAL.
But he loves to be insane!
He doesn't know me well but he thinks he knows me!
And he wants me to be perfect!
I feel so tired,really.
Living here without his trust is so suffer!
He doubts me whatever I do.
Dad,I am so tired,do you know I ever think to kill myself?
Do you know I ever think to run away from here?
Do you know what I really want and need?
Of course you don't.
Uncle MB Chan was right!
You're very stubborn.
I am sorry to say that,but this has been hiding in my mind for many years.
I know you love me,I KNOW!
But the love you had given was hard & tiring.
I told you everything because I wanted you to change but you never.
I admit that I love mommy,but I love you too!
I really really do!
I know I have got the best parents!
But I can't do anything to prove that I love you.
Sigh,
last again,
I wanna apologise to you.
I shouldn't talk back last night.
But I couldn't tolerate anymore.
I will try my best to prove that I love you in the future.


Dad and Mom,just want to tell you,
I LOVE YOU,
thanks for being my parents.



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Monday, June 23, 2008

Just found out something.
Maybe I have changed.
Is it a good beginning?
Hope it is.
Or I can say it in the other way,
I knew that it was really impossible,
so I don't wanna think or wait anymore.
Guess I really don't deserve.


The blissful future is still waiting for me.
I want it to be like how I want it is.
It must be!
I will not give up easily from now on.
I wanna try my best to do everything.
And I will learn to appreciate everything.

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yeah!i got it!(:
Sunday, June 22, 2008

Yeah,I got it.
Know what I mean?
I know you don't,haha^^
I got the Gucci Envy Me.
Woo Hoo,I just love the smell.
Luckily I didn't buy the CK Eternity Moment last year.
But it was wasted!
Cause there was a promotion with the fragrances,lotion and bath foam which costed RM260.
That reminds me that the promoter has been fooled.
I went to the counter for like,2 or 3 times and asked him some stupid questions.
But he was friendly^^

This is for the Tomei sales girl.
Hey,your service was good.
But as a sales girl,do you know what's the most important thing customers wish to see on your face?
It's a SMILE.
You didn't even have a smile.
That's bad!

Oops,the report card!
Got it today.
Wasn't bad.
Cikgu Farijah just interviewed my daddy for like 1 minute.(:
Thank God!
And then I went to Karamunsing to buy the water colours for the art project.
But the shop closed today.
Mr.Cantik,please tell me earlier next time okay?
Wasted the petrol!

Gosh!Have to pass up the art project this coming Friday.
So fast!
Wish I can make it in time.

Sigh,sigh,sigh~


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love?don't ever say it in front of me!
Saturday, June 21, 2008

This is your decision,
I have nothing to say.
Now then I know,
how easy love is being given up.
8 years!
You two have been together for 8 years!
Was even thinking to get engaged?
But now,why did you just let it go?
I am sad,I don't know why,as this is really none of my business.
Why,why,why?
Why didn't both of you try to solve the problem?
I have been waiting for the wedding for many years.
But now,not anymore!
I bet daddy and mommy must be very disapponted to hear this.
As you have decided this,
it must be the best decision for you two.
What I hate the most isn't you didn't tell,
is why did you tell lies?
Whom I should believe?
Who tells the truth?




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Friday, June 20, 2008

I know the cookies I made tasted bad.
It was hurt when I saw you all ate the cookies.
This was my first time.):
I didn't expect it could be that bad.
So sorry.
Maybe I shouldn't bring it to school.
I wanna make it again when I have done the art project.

Ugh~
Why there're lots of projects we have to do recently?
Art,Commerce...
Hate project!
Must be busy recently.

Vivain sweety,I have seen the photo comments.
I miss you much too.
Miss to talk to you in the middle of the night,
miss to share everything together with you,...
Wish you were by my side right now.
I know you have got into a new school.
Study hard from now on okay?
Don't get your parents frustrated anymore.


Just miss you badly.

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coincident?
Thursday, June 19, 2008

Good luck or bad luck?What a coincidence!
Was it fate?
I know I think too much!=)
Well,I wish you know what I am talking about.

So I kept my promise and made the cookies.
It isn't delicious.:(
I am so sorry if it tastes bad.
This was my first time.
I will re-do it again next week.

I brought some snacks to school yesterday.
OMG,they were like have starving for many years.
They grab my M&M chocolates.:(
All of us were addicted by the sugar crackers.
Oh man,tell how delicious it was.
We love it.
Okay dude,here I promise will bring it and M&M to school again soon okay?
Phoebe just love to sit at my place and talk to Su Fei.
Phoebe Leong,I need my seat okay?
All blame it on Su Fei!
Cause she is too friendly and everyone loves to talk to her.
She is weird!
She talked when I wanted to be concentrate,slept when teacher gave us a rest.=="

I was staying awake these few days.
I was really sleepy and needed to sleep.
I WANT SLEEP!
I couldn't even sleep when teacher was teaching.
Was it good for me?
Nah,don't think so cause I just day-dreaming even I couldn't fall asleep during class.^^

We had the BM Penilaian exam today.
Sigh.
I hate BM!
When is the exam going to stop?
Novel,Rumusan...
I hate these craps!

We got our perfomance today.
God,we were so nervous.
I saw Nalvin's hand was shivering when he wanted to give the flower to Hoo Hoo.
Eric almost forgot his script.
Stupid him!=)

Share a nice song with you all.
Yea,I love music.
I love sharing too.

你最近还好吗?-S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底

你能不能收到它 天有点冷

风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗

心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬

昨天远了 明天还长

回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗

心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发

The lyrics is meaningful.
I love this song so so so much.
Someone said don't give up easily once you start.
But what else to do instead of giving up when you know it's impossible.
Yea,give up.
I saw these words somewhere.

爱上一个人并不难,但放弃一个人却很难

That's true,isn't it?

Let it flow,let it flow,
I can't control so let it flow.
Let it flow,let it flow,
I lost my soul,so I will let it flow.


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friendship?
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Gossips,gossips,gossips!
Don't you all feel tired to talk about these?
We do!
We are gonna have heart attack soon!
Can you all please shut up and don't say anything anymore?
Bitchy,don't try to break our friendship okay?
No matter how,no matter what,we will not to be like you!
Betrayed us and some more!
You're not my friend from now on!
Don't come to me even when you feel lonely!
Don't cry when your boyfriend or anyone of your BEST FRIENDS betray you!
Don't tell me how sad you are when you argue with your boyfriend!
I will not console or by your side.
Know what?
You are such an actress!
Have you ever think to get to Hollywood and be an actress?Sucker!
You don't like me?
Like I like you?
You've been trapped okay?
Stupid ass!
Oh yea,there's some more secrets you don't know.
I am glad that you don't know about it!Asshole!
Alalala,God says forgive and forget.
Yea,I will.
But I will never talk to you!=)
As our lifes will be better and happier without you.
Bye wolf!
Our friendship ends today.

Why I can't unload photos here?
What's wrong?
Ish!Hate it!

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close my eyes
Monday, June 16, 2008

We were all touched by the presentation of Sze Chuan,
but what matter about the 感恩?
Maybe we really don't appreciate what we have,
but we wont admit that we don't have the good discipline okay?

Yea,I know I lose.
I will work harder next time.
I promise myself and I will not break my promise!

Pity Nalvin cried again.
This class,just a word,HOPELESS,like you said.
So,don't needa cry for them,waste and useless.
They wont understand,and never they will.
You were so right!
What for we stay next year for the Sports Meet?
Lose for sure!
Like just few of us are in S2Yi,
the rest of us,
like from the other classes.
Are you guys really from other classes?
Can you all try to give us some cooperations?
We really fed up!
Are we really all together?
Please,
I know sometimes it's hard,
because I know all of us have the different opinions,
but our leaders really have worked so much for us,
don't get them frustrated,okay?
They really sad because of us.
Noone appreciated what they have done to us.
Like what they have done was they had to.
They don't!
They could choose not to help us or work for us,
but they never give up.
So,please,prove them that we appreciate what they do for us okay?

Went to practise the song for Teacher's Day.
Thanks for those who came.
Your cooperation is much appreciated!
And you guys did well!
Hope we can sing better.
Work it out okay?
Is S2Yi rocks?
I know we are.
Prove it okay?
Love you all.

Now then I know,
gossips and rumours are really scary!
They spread fast like hell!
And sometimes you just wouldn't expect whom may say something about you at the back but acted like friend in front of you.
Oh please,
if you don't wanna be friends with the ones you dislike,
just don't be friend with them instead of being their friends and talk about their bad at the back.

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let it go
Sunday, June 15, 2008

I got my exams paper back.
All weren't that bad.
Okay,at least better than I expected.;)
But the total average was sucks!
Sigh.

I was so pissed off.
I didn't doubt the skill of your football okay?
I just commented S2He's jersey is nicer than us!
Was it wrong?
Damn it!
And bitch!
Shut the fuck up okay?
Don't you try to challenge me!
Don't make me to split on your face!
Fuck off!
It's none of your business!
Nike's was nicer?
I never said it was ugly okay?!
I just said Adidas's was better!
Wanna know who the bitch was?
Find out yourself.
People asked me to forgive and forget.
I did.
But she challenged me again and again.
I pretended to be deaf when she talked about me but she never let me go.
Sigh.
Someone said her life was too empty.
Perhaps.

Now,I am really trying to let everything go.
Memories were really fine.
But,we changed.
Everything changed.
It wasn't like how we wanted it to be.


我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起做梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

(谁记得 )

谁忘了

Yea,like who doesn't know?
Many of us live in the past.
Missing of the past.
Only for the past we were happy.
With the ones whom we loved or liked.
But,just,we can't go back.
What comes around,goes around.
We didn't even have the chance to appreciate.

Today is Father's Day.
Happy Father's Day,daddy!
I love you,always have,always will.
I know how upset you were.
But,we just wait.
And see the conclusion.
Hope he may change.

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Sunday, June 8, 2008

明天就开学了!
两个星期的假期就这样过去了!
本来已讨论好的classtrip因为班上同学的不合作而被取消了。
朋友们,
今年或许是我们这一班最后一年聚集在一起了。
我们心里都非常清楚多少人读完今年后就离校,
难道这两年来你们对这个班一点感情都没有吗?
未来的一天我们或许会因为没有努力争取这让我们第一次到外生活的机会而后悔,
但那时候,我想我们都已分道扬镳,
在外遇见,或许连招呼都懒得打了。
回忆,就只是同班的这两年,和那么一次的party吗?
如果大家觉得这样就足够的话,我无话可说。
可怜的nalvin,为了这个classtrip向多少人低声下气,甚至向某些人施压,结果还是零。
这个假期里,最让我开心的就是,我终于学会download戏了!=)
我download了法证先锋,斗牛,要不要,命中注定我爱你和樱野三加一。
对了!还有P/S,I love you。
我去年买了它的小说,但到现在都还没看完 :p
前几天看了那电影后就把那本书拿出来看,
天啊!我竟然哭了!
那故事真的很感人!

我和惠琳这几天都在msn用webcam从傍晚聊到晚上,
我们疯狂的讨论那些偶像剧。
我的表妹阿,
才14岁,思想却这么成熟,让我感到好高兴。
希望你真的懂得分辨是非黑白。
睿锋,我的小宝贝,夸张地在webcam跟我玩起游戏来。
那时我心想,‘妈啊!他似乎不知道前面隔着一个镜头!’
呵呵!宝贝啊宝贝,你真的很可爱,让我又想起帮你洗屁股的经验。
那真的不是个好回忆。
去年大放假的一天,我和他大姐在谈天时,突然这宝贝走进房间对他大姐说,‘大姐,我要大便!’
他那大姐当然不会帮他,
我就叫他叫kakak上去帮他。
可是他大姐就说,‘他很急!你帮他啦!’
我记得这宝贝大便都必须用水帮他冲洗,
不能用厕纸,
当时我只觉得头好昏。
但没办法,因为太疼他了,就把他带到外公房里的厕所去。
帮他脱下裤子后,他就坐在马桶大便。
他大完后我问他可以改用厕纸吗,
他大姐就很幸灾乐祸的说,‘不可以!他的屁股很敏感,会脱皮!’
我就回喊,‘你很厉害!他叫你帮他你就叫我!现在还要用水!’
但回头看看这小宝贝,也实在不忍心看到他屁股脱皮,
便调好热水让他试温度后,
就朝他的屁股射水。
我冲到他屁股完全干净后才用手帮他洗屁股。
抹干后,帮他穿上裤子,他就走出厕所,
这时他大姐笑嘻嘻的说,‘看,小琦姐姐几疼你!还帮你洗屁股!’
我恨不得一拳捶过去他大姐的脸!=)
宝贝啊宝贝,
你多幸福,全家都那么疼你,
我多么希望回到像你这样的年龄时,无忧无虑,被每个人捧在手掌心。
哪像长大了做错一点小事就被骂得像什么样。
但是小宝贝,你要吃多点啊!太瘦小了,搞得我都不懂要买什么size的衣服给你。


这是我另一个漂亮的表妹,超级漫画迷,小小年纪的,嘴巴利死人!她那顶嘴的功夫真是一流啊!顶心顶肺啊张惠琳!


这就是我的宝贝,看见他真的能把所有烦恼都忘掉,而且就算他惹你生气,你的气绝对不会超过
一分钟,看见他可爱的脸蛋,请问你还生气吗?=)

刚才又掉眼泪了!
臭爸爸!总是信口开河!
每次答应我的事,都好像开空头支票,说了就算!
原来大人也爱骗人,小时候每次教我们不可以讲骗话,结果自己还不是骗我?
二哥一句话就可以把你搞定,而且还被哄的傻乎乎的,
我怎么努力,乖乖地做好自己该做的却从来得不到小小的赞赏,
相反的做错一点小事,却被骂得狗血淋头!
我们就睁开双眼瞧瞧他所谓答应你的能够守多久!
还说没有偏心!瞎眼的都看得出来你就是偏疼他!
不疼我没关系,反正我有mommy,大哥和燕秋疼我,谁稀罕你疼?哼!
讨厌死了!
我也真是没用,眼泪总是轻易就掉下来!
明明跟眼泪说好不哭的!
眼泪啊眼泪!你再这么轻易掉下,我可就永远都输了!


好无奈!我已经不知道自己要的是什么了!

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welcome


Life quote no.1: For every minute you're mad,you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Life quote no.2: Everyone wants happiness,no one wants the pain; you can't get the rainbow without a lil rain :)

Love quote,the one and only: Love when you're ready,not when you're lonely

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