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Sunday, August 31, 2008

I went out with Cassandra last night.
This was the 2nd time we outed since J3.
Will not forget the 1st time outed with her(:
We went to Bed.
Hahahaha,we were so stupid!

She told me lots of things last night.
So,it wasn't as bad as I thought.
I thought it would be embarrassing.
Luckily it wasn't.

Came home at 12 am.
Calvin sent me an offline message.
Thank you Calvin.
I felt better after hanging out with my friend.

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I'm the worst,EVER
Saturday, August 30, 2008

Everyone has mistaken.
Some of the mistakes will be forgiven but some of them will not be forgiven.
We talk.
Sometimes,people misunderstood us when we say something.
They say we hurt them.
But they never think that they hurt us too.

I joked something with my dad.
He was so serious.
He said he was so disappointed with those things I have been saying these few days.
He said I hurt him.
BUT,
he said something which hurt me loads too.
What was he doing when I cried?
What was he doing when I felt hurt?
What was he doing when I was sad because my dad didn't even trust me?
The words he said hurt me loads!
But I didn't talk back that time,
didn't even say a word.
I just locked myself in my room and cried.
I felt so helpless and lonely because I found no one could listen to me.
Then he would act like nothing had happened the next day.
This hurt me too!
When I decided not to talk to him,
he wanted me to talk.
He might be saying that I didn't respect him if I said something that I didn't mean it.
Wasn't this funny?

I'm sad when I knew I hurt him.
I cry and I know it's useless.
I just said something that I didn't mean it and he got mad.
But,he gives chances to my brothers again and again(especially my second brother)
My second brother uses things to cover his mistakes and my dad will simply forgive him.
My dad will be happy if my brother promise him to change even though he never keep his promises.

I tried and tried to do my best in everything.
But,he never be satisfied.
He never praise me even if I have done something great.
He always says like I'm the worst daughter in this world.
Perhaps I am.

I've grown up through all of this.
All the wounds are hiding deeply in my heart.
And now,it become scars.
Scars that will never be gone.
Scars that will be in my heart forever.

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Dear Vivian is leaving at to Taiwan at 3pm.
Wish her all the best.

I wish to run away from here.
I don't want to hear any argument about him anymore!
It's awful!
Why doesn't he know everything they do is for his own good?
What does he want?
What's he thinking?
When will he be mature?
Do they need to do the cruelest decision ?

Who can answer all my questions?

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Bitch,who wants to hook up your EX BOYFRIEND?
Even if I did,that's NONE OF YOU F-BUSINESS!
He is your EX!& you were the one who broke his heart!
THE POINT IS I WASN'T HOOKING UP HIM!
Damnnnnnnitttttt!
Obviously I'm mad at you!
Please,don't tell my best friend if you really that mad to see me and him talking and you didn't want me to know it.
Didn't you know we tell each other everything and who do you think you are that she would keep it for you ass?!
Say it in front of me!
I DARE YOU!
And didn't you learn Moral?
Don't you know to use the word 'EXCUSE ME'?!
Ugh~!!!!

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Monday, August 25, 2008

OBVIOUSLY WE DIDN'T HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL TODAY!
Tell me who will be happy with 30 times correction punishment?
Tomorrow has it again,25 times!
Whatthehell?!
Tomorrow has BK test some more.
Kill me please!

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the survey
Sunday, August 24, 2008

Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
* Yea I did it a thousand times *sobs*
Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?
* Nah
Q: What do you currently hear right now?
* 总在我身旁-星光帮
Q: Who did you hug last?
* Beverly
Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
* My brother
Q: Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
* Not really
Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
* No one cause I might just fall asleep!
Q: What do you think your best friends doing right now?
* Texting with their beloved,watching tv and so on
Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
* 27
Q: Does your boyfriend/girlfriend know how you feel?
* I'm single but my exes didn't know my feeling when I was in a relationship
Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
* Fun time in school
Q: Do you think you like anyone?
* Yeah
Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
* Never
Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?
* No
Q: Do you like your first name?
* Yeah
Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
* Depends on what thing he or she has lied
Q: What are you looking forward to in this month?
* Have a good time with my granny
Q: What color is your hair?
* Brown
Q: Are you single or taken?
* Single
Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
* Sentimental
Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
* Yes!
Q: Do you think you’re old?
* Not really
Q: Are you afraid of the dark?
* No
Q: Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
* No,this year is much more happier than last year
Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
* Yea sometimes
Q: Do you talk alot?
* Yea I'm talkactive (:
Q: Can you play billiards?
* No
Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?
* Few days ago when I was suffering from food poisoning ):
Q: If you could change your eye color would you?
* No
Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?
* Yea
Q: Are you self conscious?
* Sometimes
Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?
* Cousin
Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?
* Maybe?Forgotten (:
Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?
* 11 hours ;)
Q: Are your friends with any of your exes?
* Nope
Q: What music are you listening to?
* 你们是我的星光-星光帮
Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?
* No
Q: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
* No
Q: Was your last kiss sober?
* No
Q: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
* My family
Q: Are you living a lie?
* No
Q: Who was the last friend/girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?
* Forgotten
Q: Can a girl and a boy be best friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
* Yes sure,I had it

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Today is the last day of holiday.
We have to go back to school tomorrow.
Didn't really enjoy my holidays.):

SPM is coming soon.
Hopefully I can get flying colour results.
Is it possible?
I don't wanna get my parents frustrated anymore.
I have told myself to study hard a thousand times.
Did I?or I didn't?
Anyways,I have to study hard from now on,seriously.

I did some research.

Singapore,the place I may be going to continue my studies after S3.


Singapore(:

Have fun in school tomorrow guys :)

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A real boyfriend

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a
dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger
than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin
to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD
UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if
she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

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Was quarreling with my dad.
I didn't want to have dinner with him and wanted to go youth.
But when I was bathing, I knew it was my fault.
I shouldn't talk back.
So I had dinner with him.
After dinner,I went Ruth's house and played monopoly.


I am tired these few days.
Lots of family affairs.
I wish to scream,wish to yell,
but I have no right to do so.
Am I caring too much?

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Pictures tell:

[LIFE'S BORED!]



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welcome


Life quote no.1: For every minute you're mad,you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Life quote no.2: Everyone wants happiness,no one wants the pain; you can't get the rainbow without a lil rain :)

Love quote,the one and only: Love when you're ready,not when you're lonely

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