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Saturday, May 31, 2008

I feel much more better today.
Thanks all my dears caring about me.
It was so bored staying at home for the whole day.
Porridge,was all what I have eaten ):
100 Plus & plain water,what I drank.
I am going to sleep after posting this.
I am home alone again.
Parents are out for dinner with their friends.
Sigh.
I swear,
I will drink many many many water,
will eat all healthy foods,
no more fast foods!
Then no more ill.


Here share a nice lyric with you all =)


用起伏的背影

擋住哭泣的心有些故事

不必說給 每個人聽

許多眼睛

看的太淺太近錯過我沒被看見

那個自己用簡單的言語

解開超載的心有些情緒

是該說給 懂的人聽你的熱淚

比我激動憐惜我發誓要更努力

更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎

有些積雪會自己融化你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎


我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉

請容許我 小小的驕傲

因為有你這樣的依靠

* P.S: Maybe I was taken for granted,sob ):

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sick ):
Friday, May 30, 2008

Sigh,I'm so sick =(

I have a serious migraine,fever,sorethroat and flu.
I went to see doctor just now.
See what he gave me.





Gosh,I have to finish all of these medicines ):
I have to eat something before the medicines.
But I really have no the appetite to eat.
Who can help me?
Sigh.





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Please lit a candle and pray for them
Thursday, May 29, 2008

http://0594.com/qifu/

To my dear readers,
please lit up the candle and pray for them.

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buddies,love you all (:
Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I went out with Alvin,Beverly,Ting and Elton last night.
We went to a kopitiam to drink.
Then we went to Upperstar at 12 something.
Bev,Ting and I talked while Alvin and Elton was playing game.
We talked about how we get through our lifes.
Then Bev cried.
We tried to comfort her.
This is my lovely biatch Beverly Sim (:
Love you!
Just wanna tell you,
I will be by your side no matter what.
Will fight for you.

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friendship forever^^
Sunday, May 25, 2008

I went to Warisan with Fang Yee this afternoon.
I saw Jing Ting.
She asked us to go Sutera.
Then I msg Beverly.
We went to Damai Yoyo after picked her up.
Bev and Ting asked me and Fang Yee to make the orders.
We went to the counter and ordered our drinks.
Fang Yee told me Bev didn't want pearls.
So I ordered [1 Honey with pearl,1 Honey Lemon with pearl,1 Honey Green Tea with pearl and 1 Honey Green Tea without pearl]
Then Bev told me that she wanted pearls.
So I recorrected my order,
[1 Honey with pearls],1 Honey Lemon without pearl,2 Honey Green Tea with pearls]
Then the waiter stared at me and was like quite loud when repeated my orders!
Fuck!Who does he think he is?!Shouted to the costumer?Damn!
I swear I will never buy drinks there if he is working that time.
Bastard!

We went to Sutera after that.
It was so hot!
HOT again!Sigh.
Then we talked.
These were the pics I took.

Nice scene right?=)
Sunset-ing.Love it^^
Then we went home.
I chatted with Beverly.
We talked something when she leaves.
I felt like crying.
I will miss her tones!
This was the 1st time I told her not to leave.
But I know it's impossible.
Sigh.
I really wish that our friendship will last forever.
We must make it!Okay?
My dear,just wanna tell you,
you will always on my mind wherever you are.I will never forget you.
Thanks for being there for me when I need.
Love you so much!

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holidays!cheers!=)
Friday, May 23, 2008

Hey!What time's it?
HOLIDAYS!=)
But not going anywhere during holidays.
Must be bored!
Ugh!What else I can do instead of clubbing,shopping...
Cause Beverly and Belle asked me to go clubbing with them tomorrow but I'm not going cause really not in a mood.
There're smokers in the club which make me feel like dying.
It's hard to breath!
That reminds me someone told me that he quited smoking because of our promise.
But he was just trying to cheat me because he smoked when having tuition with Beverly and she told me about it.
Luckily I didn't trust him.

I watched Gossip Girls Episode 18 just now.
Dan and Serena broke up.
Lily and Bart get married.
Chuck was the best man for the wedding.
[In face of true love,you don't just give up even if the object of your affection is begging you to.]
This was part of Chuck's speech.
Yea,he was right.
I remember someone told me,'True love never dies.'
Well,it's just a lie.
Blair called Georgina's parents and they were sending her to a boot camp for troubled girls.*Cheers*
Blair said,'Haven't you heard?I'm the crazy bitch around here.'
Wow!She's cool.Isn't she?
Nate's dad was skipping town.
He and Vanessa broke up.
I guess Nate may be with Serena in the end.Will they?

Okay,I am going to sleep now.
I feel sleepy right now.
Good night everyone.
Enjoy your holidays.^^

You know you love me.*wink*

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life
Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I was crying when I was on the phone with Fang Yee last night.
I missed my grandpa so much!
He had passed away last year.
I was so unwilling to lose him.
But everyone told me maybe that was good for him.
Perhaps.
But I just couldn't accept it.
I looked for him when I was in KL but he wasn't there.
One week later aunty told me about the bad news when I was having lunch.
Then Owen and I went to the funeral.
I couldn't stop crying that day.
I hugged my grandma.
She used to argue with my grandpa when he was alive.
My grandpa loved me so so much.
I know he will not stop loving me.
The only different is,he is living in the other world.
Gong Gong,I love you.
Love you forever.
I will not forget you.
Wish you really live happily in paradise.


I am moody right now again.
I heard something bad about me!
Shit!
Is that everything must change?
I should've known the answer long time ago!
EVERYTHING DOES CHANGE!
This is LIFE!


I don't wish my life go back like how it was.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
I don't know who will be my best listener.
I don't know whom I should tell my feelings.
Noone understands me!
And sometimes I just don't know how to express it.


But it's alright.
I know everything will be just fine.





Life,is still long.
There're many difficulties that I have to get through.
I must be strong.
Must be tough.

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sweett ^^
Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I have forgotten to post something.
Dear,this is really sweet.
She said I should've be happy cause she remembered me even she's out.
What I thank to you wasn't because you wrote my name on the sand,
I was so glad that I am always on your mind ^^


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sad =(

I was so sad.
Cried when I was talking with my friends.
I trusted the one whom I shouldn't trust and doubted the one whom I shouldn't doubt.
I was so dissapointed.
I felt that I was stupid like an ass!
I wonder why human born to cheat.
Gosh!
I am so fed up with my life.
How long it's gonna torture me?
I am tired of all of this.Really.
Liars,please get the hell off from me,pleaseeee.
I just don't wanna be cheated anymore.

I got two of my exams paper back.
BM and Maths.
I failed BM but passed Maths.
But I wasn't satisfied.
I really didn't work hard!
I was so regret.
I will work harder for the coming exams.
Hope it's not too late.

還記得你喜歡咬著我的手

然後給我你嘴裡的球

要我陪你玩丟丟

你喜歡我摸摸你的小耳朵

窩在我的身旁

沒有煩憂 在夢裡遨遊

好狗狗 好狗狗

謝謝你陪媽咪這麼久

你並沒有離開我

是搬到天堂生活

薔薔你要記得我

你不要走丟

快快找到天使

在天堂給我(們)保佑

薔薔不要忘了我

還有親愛的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永遠活在記憶中

Ella OS:薔薔~謝謝你

This is a song from Ella.
She wrote it for her puppy had passed away.
I like this song.
Crying because listening to this song.
Maybe I cry because I am really moody today.

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Bon Voyage friend =)
Monday, May 19, 2008

I went out for a drink with Adu and Joanne cause Adu is leaving tomorrow.
Someone cried like hell because Adu told us a secret.
She was still crying when I reached home.
Hope she is not crying now.
Adu will come back 3 months later.So fast?XD
Anyway,wish him all the best and bon voyage.
Don't forget me!=)

Rj Helton - Missing me

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I love this song.=)
I am going to sleep now.
I am very tired.
Good night.^^

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miss the past
Sunday, May 18, 2008

I woke up at 8 something in the morning!Been cheated!Hate daddy!
He promised to bring me to Toyota show room but it was closed today.
Then we went somewhere to have our breakfast.
He talked to his friends like they've no seen each others for years!
Sitting in a kopitiam was hot,you know it right?
Okay,I was afraid that he might scold me if I rushed him but I couldn't stand for the it anymore and I said,'You don't bring me out if you wanna talk to your friends!'
Well,HOT is what I hate the most!I will throw my temper whenever I feel hot.
But luckily he didn't scold me for being rude.

I was home alone.
Was sooooooo hungry.
Then I took chocolates from the icebox.
Maybe it was too sweet cause I feel dizzy right now.

I watched the Green House Dancing just now.
Miss it tones.
Memories were always fine.
Maybe I couldn't forget it because this was my 1st time?=D

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heep heep hooray!=)
Saturday, May 17, 2008

Yeah!Exams are over!Let's spell the word :O.V.E.R.!!
IT'S OVER!
It's our happy time now,hooray!=)
Hehhehehheheh =)

Went to Sok Fei's party just now.
Wow,she was pretty!You wouldn't expected how pretty she was.=)
Then,Yi Hui,A Moo,me and Shiz went to Centre.
We went there to take photo stickers.
GOSH!I'm so in love with it!

I downloaded some games yesterday.
Didn't study at all.^^
I'm addicted with the fashion show game man!
It was so nice.
And then I found a new game,Do a Makeover,niceeeeee!


I'm sooooooo tired now =(
Going to sleep.
Good night friends *.*
Muacksss~

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rainy day
Thursday, May 15, 2008

The sound of the lightning was so loud which made me felt like crying.=(
I was shocked!!
Now then I know that I am so timid!
Oww,it has been raining since 5 something in the evening.
The weather is just nice.Love it.
But NO lightning please.It's scary!
There's an earthquake in China.
Uncle Kace is in China.
We talked yesterday but we are still worrying about him.
May God bless him.

How were the exams today?
I was so regret because I didn't study hard last night.
The structural questions all came out from the workbook.
UGH!How stupid I was.
I promised myself that I will study hard next time.
I WILL!=)
Tomorrow is going to have BM and BK.
BM,the subject I hate the most.
Guess I will not pass again.

Just now daddy picked me up from tuition.
I was fooling around with him.
Suddenly I said,'Who can play with their daddy like I do?'
Then I kept on laughing.
And he replied,'I appreciate the time playing and talking with you because you're going oversea or somewhere else for your studies soon.'
The tears wanted to come out from my eyes but I tried to hold it.
Yea,he was right.
I am leaving after S3.
Who is going to take care of him and mom when I leave?
Will my siblings do?
I mean surely they will take care of them but will they take good care of them.
Because guys are not that caring like girls do.
For example,
1.I would massage for my mom,but not David and Owen did.
2.I hold my dad's hand when we went for a shop or something but none of them did.
3.I told my parents everything but David prefered to tell his girlfriend and Owen would rather keep in his mind.
Maybe because I am the youngest.
They love me*wink*
And of course I love them.

I watched Gossip Girls Episode 17 just now.
Oh!Felt like killing Georgina!
She was such a spoiler!
Dan and Serena broke up!=(
Remember the ending of Episode 16,Serena cried.Blair told her,'What is you is me.There's nothing you can ever say to make me let go.'
Oww how sweet she was!But what S replied scared us!
She said she killed someone!
I was awaiting for the Episode 17 because I wanted to know who did S kill.
Finally I got it today.
Actually she didn't kill anyone.
The guy died because he had over taken drugs but S was the person who gave him the drugs before he died.
But the drugs were owned by the stupid guy,named Pete.
Blair called Nate and Chuck for help.
Serena told them about the secret she had been keeping.
She cheated on Dan.
She told Dan that she slept with others guy because she would rather Dan think she cheated on him than know what she really did.
She didn't want him to know that she killed someone.
Sad.
Nate was going to look for Vanessa that night in Rufus's concert.
Vanessa told Nate that Dan was with Sarah(Georgina named herself).
And then Nate called Blair.
Blair told Chuck,'What if I told you I knew where Georgina was right now?'
And Chuck replied,'I'd say,let's get the bitch.'
[Spotted:Blair and Chuck reunited to defend Serena's honor.With friends like these,who needs armies?]From Gossip Girls.
The words were so right.
And from Rufus's song, [Everytime you walk away or run away,you take a piece of me with you there]
Before Nate found out that Blair had sex with Chuck,
he was trying to get back with Blair.
[Nate Archibald learning,you don't know a good thing till it's gone and found someone else.]From Gossip Girls too
Nate Archibald = Chace Crawford,I am so in love with him!
He is so handsome and awesome!
Gosh!

Isn't he handsome?^^




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Chinese & maths
Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Emm hmm,I had Chinese and Maths exams today.
Gosh!Both were just DIFFICULT!
Bet may fail both subjects.=(

Last night when I wanted to sleep at 11 something,
I saw the msg from Vivian.
Then I woke up and sat in front of the computer again to read her blog.
Man!I was so touch!I was crying while reading her blog.
I felt that I really need her by my side.
Maybe we could take good care of each other if we did.
I miss my childhood with her by my side.
We were both fluff when we were in primary.
Our parents said they liked the way we enjoyed the foods because the most we did was EAT!=D
Can you believe,I was 55kg when I was in primary 6?
Guess she was 50kg?
Nah,I don't mind to share this because we did successfully slim down.
LUCKILY.
I couldn't imagine if I was 55 kg now.
OMG!
She is the closest to me among all my cousins.
She used to stick with me.
She had a vey bad temper but she never throw her temper to me.
Maybe she did when she was young.
I am sorry that I ever thought to give her up.
Now then I realised,she is the most important to me.

[Hopefully you wont break your promises again okay?=)]

Tomorrow is going to have BM and Science exams.
I haven't study yet.
Sigh.
I will wake up to study at 3 o'clock later.
Going to sleep now.
Good night everyone ^^

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vivian,muacks =)

我爱你。


看了你的留言,我的眼泪又再次掉下来。



我们果然是一家人,爱哭的一家人。*.*



心里突然有种愧疚的感觉,



曾经有那么一秒,我想要放弃你,永远都不再理你。



但是现在终于得到肯定,知道自己还是被需要,突然有种想在你身边,紧紧地抱着你的冲动。




看见那双手捧着的球体吗?像我们吗?


你说得没错,以前单纯的我们早已消失,但那天真的笑容依然埋藏在我们心里深处。


还记得我带你买的粥吗?


香菇肉酱?伊面?都是我们的最爱。


以前胖胖的我们,谁也不敢相信,长大后的我们竟然变成这样。=)


谁还敢叫我们肥婆?哈哈!


谢谢你让我知道,我在你的心里还是那么重要的,


宝贝,只想告诉你,在我心里,你又何曾不是这样呢?








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i love you,love you as much as i can
Tuesday, May 13, 2008


Vivian,

I am happy that you wrote something private to me in your blog.


但是,我也很伤心,你可以亲口告诉我这一切都不是真的吗?


原来我们在你心里是那么微弱的。


活在这个世界上每一个人都会有烦恼。


解决烦恼的方法有很多种,


但绝对不是你所做的那一切。


可能你会觉得我不会懂你需要什么,


你的心里在想什么,


但是我告诉你,


我也曾经有过跟你一样的想法。


但是我的意志力战胜了心里的恶魔。


我经历过什么,


我身边的朋友没有一个人知道,


唯独你,


我的大小事你都懂。


我的烦恼不多吗?


从以前遇到小困难就哭泣的我渐渐地被磨练成坚强走下去了。


你不懂,自己一个人躲在房里哭的感觉。


你不懂,自己解决困难那种孤单的感觉,


你更不懂,有心事却不懂向谁倾诉的感觉。


你拥有的,比我多。


她看不起你,是因为她还小,不懂事。


千万别怪她。


但是,你不是应该做得更好,让她无言以对吗?


突然想起你对我说过一句话,在这个世界上,除了你爸爸,你最听就是我的话。


当时我很开心。


如今这一切还一样吗?


是你告诉我,


离别是为了再重逢。


如果当我们重逢的那一天,你已经变得连我都不敢靠近你,我宁愿我们不重逢。


我真心希望你会改过,


就算全世界都不给你改过的机会,


请记得,


我,不论在哪里,都会希望你改过。


虽然我不在你身边,但是我们的心是连在一起的不是吗?


不论何时你玩累了,


希望改过却发现没有人在你身边支持你,给你改过的机会,


要记得还有我。


我会一直在你身边支持你。


我期待着,你改过自新的那一天。


Love you always and forever,

~*QiQi*~


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exam sucks!


I had BM and Ekonomi exams today.

BM was so HARD!

And I was so cold sitting under the fan.

After BM,we all PREPARED for Ekonomi.

I highlighted the word because... ...(you know what I mean*wink*)

Belle was so angry because Mei Mei asked Tommy not to give her the paper of the essays.

She kept on scolding.

Beverly and I just kept silence.

I hate standing between them!


Everyone is studying now.

I am so boring.

I tried to memorise the Chinese notes but it's so hard.

I will wake up later at 4 o'clock to study.=)

I am so worrying about the Math exam tomorrow.

Sigh.


或许你没看出来


周围的人都在猜


有种感觉正在我们之间展开


喜欢你偶尔做怪


不经意流露的坏


其实体贴实在


孩子气的胸怀


曾经有过的恋爱


仿佛一片空白


直到遇见你


我才真的存在


我只想做你的公主


拥有那平凡的幸福


华丽的珍珠不如眼底的专注


对我深深呵护


我想我是你的公主


终结这多年的追逐


当你抱着我


地球也暂停脚步


我霎那间清楚你是我的幸福


I heard this song again and again today.Love it.I like the lyrics.It's so meaningful.
And I saw a pic from fzlu(the picture above),
I just thought of Joanne.
Wish we will be just like them.
Hold each other,
support each other,
and lots.


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good luck =]
Monday, May 12, 2008


Hey you guys!

Exam starts tomorrow.

Good luck to you all.

God bless =)


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with you


To the one I love,my sweetie,my babe,my cousin =)
Guess there're lots of things that you have to get through this few weeks.
I didn't msg you or call because I was really not in a mood to do so.
And everything I heard about you was bad!
I wanted to call you when I heard those things but I was very disappointed.
Cause it was all different.
My dear,
I told you,
whenever you need,I'll be there for you.
How I wish you would tell me everything but you didn't.
You love your friends more than me,
more than your lovely family.
You're loved.
But you never cherish what you have because you never lost.
Last year,when I went back,
you told me,
family was the most important to us.
I couldn't stop crying that night.
You,the one who made me laughed,
brought joys when I was down because I was facing something that time.
You shared yours to me made me felt better because I was glad that I had you by my side.
We went to playground to take those pics,
we talked lots of craps in the middle of the night,
you told me about those ghost stuffs which made me staying awaken for whole night,
we read comics when they were sleeping... ...
That night before I came back,
you refused to talk to me because you said I didn't keep my promises.
You said I loved my friends more than you.
But you never know,
I love you more than everyone.
And I was really sad.
Remember when David hugged me,I cried because I was leaving in the early morning the next day.
You came over me and wanted to hug me but I pushed you away because I was sad of what you done to me for the whole night.
When we got home,
you didn't allow me to sleep.
Said that I had to talk to you before I left.
I fell asleep in the end because I was very sleepy.
The next morning when I wanted to go to the airport,
Vilyn gave me the two letters.
I read it before I left and you were sleeping.
I replied to you and Vilyn.
I went upstairs,
Vilyn was crying,for me.
I hugged her and you.
When I reached KK,
you msg me,'到了吗?没想到到最后我还是会为了你这个笨蛋哭。要快点回来哦!'
I cried,without you by my side.
I wish to go back because I need you to bring joys to me.
You always did!
Believe it?
I am crying.
Because I miss you.
Miss you badly!
Please,
don't do anything to get me frustrated ever again.

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unlucky day =(

WAS Mother's Day.
Now is 12 something.
So yesterday was Mother's Day.
Mom,Happy Mother's Day to you.=)
Wish you stay healthy and happy always.
I love you always.
*sending her a flying kiss*

YESTERDAY was unlucky day!
Sigh!
I went to have my dinner at Lintas.
Sok Fei and Shuang Qin were together with us that time cause they came my house to study.
When we were on our way home after dinner,
someone told us that our car's tyre punctured!
And then my daddy changed the tyre.
He changed the tyre under the rain.
Suddenly I felt sorry to him,as well as my parents.
I always talked back to them.
Now then I realised that I was not pass for a perfect daughter.
I always told them I love'em but I've never done something to prove that I love'em.
Dad and Mom,
I'm sorry.
Sorry for didn't be a good daughter.
I will try to be a good daughter from now on.
Love you!

The 2nd thing for me to say yesterday was unlucky day is,
my house had no current again!!!!!
FUCK!
This is the only word I can say!
Fuck!
I was so pissed off when I reached home and saw everything in black!
Damn!
But I got my daddy's permission for going to school at 8 something tomorrow.
The reason is,'Ish!Always no current!I've lots of things haven't done yet!'
So I don't have to wake up in the early morning.
YEAH!=)
I woke up when the current recovered.
Then online and wrote this.
I'm going to sleep now.
Good night everyone =)

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memories =]
Sunday, May 11, 2008




Just now when I was chatting with Ruth,


she reminded me something.


Last two years,


when I came back from KL,


she came to my house.


We talked lotsa craps.


And I was messaging with him.


That time he was at Taiwan.


He told me he was in a concert.


He asked me who was Bang Bang Tang.


Cause they were unfamous.


We didn't even know about them.


He had many complaints.


About Edison Chen,Bang Bang Tang,Elva...


Time flies,


now everything changed.


He has his own new life and so do I.


I hated him very very much.


But,I don't hate him now because I have already put it down.


He did hurt me deeply.


But I feel thankful to him.


Because he taught me something.


[No matter how much someone loves you,he may leave you.]


Maybe it was too late for me to awake from the nightmare.


But I'm glad and proud of myself.


I never expected I could do this well.


I DID IT!=)


There are memories left in our mind when we are moving toward our future.







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moral tacher said bad words during class!
Saturday, May 10, 2008

Our Moral teacher Veronica said bad words today.
When Andrew was trying to explain something about his folio,
she scolded,'You don't have to explain this fucking shit to me!'
Then all of us were cheer when we heard it.
Then when Yan Wah was talking,
the teacher kept on saying,'Shut up!'
When Yan Wah said,'Cikgu,boleh saya pergi mengadu kau?'
Then the teacher said,'Shut your fucking mouth!'
All of us were shocked!
Teacher said bad words?!
They said they wanna sue her.
Hahahhahahhahhah =D
When I was on the way to Damai to have lunch,
I told my dad.
He said must sue the teacher.
A moment later,he scolded,'What the bloody hell?!' when he couldn't find a car park.
I stared at him and said,'What did you say?!'
Then he told me that's what his teacher scolded when he was studying.
I love him because he is always that straight.=)

Went to Shabu Shabu to have my dinner just now.
Then came home.
It started to rain again.
Nice weather.
I love it.=)

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幸福,真的不容易!
Friday, May 9, 2008





或许忘记从前美好的回忆,

是对自己也是对他人最好的决定。

不管心里有千千万万个不舍,

还是得放下,

因为我们都不属于彼此。

如果真的有重来的机会,

会选择宁愿从来不曾拥有还是选择得到更多?

叶子的掉落是风的追求还是树的不留?

往往叶子的掉落是因为树的不留加上风的追求,

或许叶子的最爱不是树,

但它不会因为放弃树,选择风而后悔。

但是,树往往在失去了叶子才懂得它的重要性,

这时叶子会回到树的身边吗?

第二次的机会不是人人都有的,

当你拥有,

请好好珍惜,

不要让自己后悔或留下遗憾。

叶子,

一旦选择树,

决不许在未来的日子里后悔自己当初的决定。

风,

不要因为叶子的离开而伤心,难过,

如果心里还喜欢着叶子,

请默默地守护它,

直到它找到自己的真爱。

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11.09 pm
Thursday, May 8, 2008

I just read others' blog.
Now then I realised how sucks is my blog.
They uploaded lots of photos.
Mine?Just words!
Maybe I just don't like to take photo.

I was on the phone with Fang Yee last night.
I was so unwilling to leave my bed this morning.
But I have to!
Went to school,canteen for breakfast,lessons started...etc.
Oh ya!DRAMA!
We had our BM Oral today.
Hoo,CHM,LYS,CYW and I had our perfomance 'Asal Usul Raja Kecil'.
I was the Tuan Bujang.
I kept on playing because it's the only thing I needed to do.
I don't think our team was great.
Maybe Ruth's was.
Sok Fei practied before their turn.
She just looked and me and shouted,'Kau!Hei kaulah!Tidak dengar aku panggil kau ni?'
I was shocked the 1st time.
Just couldn't stop laughing.
She did well today.

Sok Fei came my house at 8pm.
For maths revision.
But we were chatting and watching movie only.
She will come again on Sunday.
Exam!Around the corner!Gosh!Haven't start study yet!
Really have to study tomorrow night.

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MOODY
Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Today I was not happy.
Don't know what's the reason.
I just kept silence.
Sigh!
Maybe really don't know hot to get through something.

F*ck the Maths teacher!
Hate him soooooooo much!
I didn't even talk when he was teaching but he said I was the most noisy!
Hope to get good result in Maths so that I can show it off and he wont say so much thing ever again!

I had tuition from 4-5.30 and 7.30-9.30.
Sooooooooo sleepy.
Going to sleep after this.
So glad to see fang yee copied and pasted my msn's pm to her blog.
She said that it was very meaningful.Perhaps.

'Chances are not always given,especially for those who don't deserve because it's WORTHLESS!'

I wrote this because I was really unhappy yesterday.
Hmm,
gonna stop for today.
To all my friends,
exam's coming,
study hard and do well in your exams.
God bless!=)
To my buddies,
hang out after exams ya?
Must have fun!

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fed up!!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Ugh!I called to the police station yesterday!
When we were talking about Pizza Hut Delivery,I said that the service was sucks.
Then Phoebe said I should call to the Damai Pizza Hut if I want to make a delivery order.
But I didn't know what's the number of Damai Pizza Hut.
Then Hoo Hoo said,'What?Damai Pizza Hut?221191 is it's number.'
But I knew she was trying to fool me and I thought it was her house phone number.
And then she said,'You check your notebook!This is not my house phone number!'
Then I checked my notebook and it was really not her house phone number.
She asked me to call the number and she said it was free line.
Then I used Sok Fei's hp to call.
'...... Karamunsing.'Someone picked up the phone and said such thing.
I pressed the end call button and said,'He said what Karamunsing!'
Then Hoo Hoo kept on laughing and asked,'What Karamunsing?That's police station!'
I was like,damn!And I checked the balance of Sok Fei's and it costed.
Then I said,'What?Police station?!Are you kidding me?!And it is not free line,pay $0.something to Sok Fei.'
But Sok Fei refused.
I was so stupid to be fooled!

I really fed up.Fed up in something,someone.
虽然我知道不可能,但我曾经天真地期待奇迹的发生。
每一次都活在回忆里,或许回忆真的让人活得比较开心。
但渐渐的,从一次又一次的失望成长,
才发现自己累了,一切都不可能发生,
现在终于是时候摆脱那一切不可能发生的事。
I wonder why did I let myself believe miracle could happen because it is just impossible.
No matter what,no matter how,it will never happen.

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Pray for BK teacher
Monday, May 5, 2008

I heard Marie Foo said that our BK teacher had passed away.
Sigh~~~~~~
Life's really short!We can't expext anything!
Remember when she came and taught us,
we weren't paying attention when she was teaching.
I'm sorry.
Everyone was shocked and sad when heard about it.
Some thought I was kidding when I told.
To anyone who read this,please pray for 1 minute.
May God bless her rest in peace.

Appreciate eveything you have.

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Hottttttt!!
Sunday, May 4, 2008


Went to school at 1.30 pm for the choir competition.

The weather was sooooooooo hoooottt!

Teacher Farijah brought her daughter to school.

She is very cutee!Isn't she?
Please ignore me because I look suck!
Their family is just lovely!
Remember when I heard that Cikgu Farijah was our form teacher from Eric,I was so scare and worried.
But she is nice =)
Mr.Cantik was so mad after we had our perfomance.
Guess it was bad right?
I smiled and waved to him when I saw him but he just stared at me,didn't even smile.Ish!
Was trying to do BK revision but I just realised I have forgotten those formula.Ughhh~Exam's coming soon.How?Really have to concentrate and study hard from now on.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Pf0hkMMNfb4
This is a nice song.I love it.
And I just realised that Janice is the same b'day with me!Hahahhahahha =)
So happy because she is one of my idols.
She is pretty and her voice is so nice!
Emm,I'm going to sleep now.
I am not feeling well today =(
Had fever just now.
Good night *.*

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saturday night =)
Saturday, May 3, 2008

It's my blogging time again*WINK*
Today practised choir in the early morning on the stage.
Man!It's hotttttt!
Well,tomorrow is the choir competiton.
Quite nervous!

Today was soooooooo busy!
With BK homeworks,Sejarah correction...etc.
Had the BM tuition fron 1pm to 4 pm.
I was so sleepy.
But the teacher was nice.
Fang Yee didn't go to school today and she asked did I miss her when she came school for the tuition.
I told her that I didn't because I was too busy and she scolded me!
LOL!

Saturday night?Sitting in front of the computer for the whole night?
Beverly asked me to hang out with her for our ladies night but I'm really lazy and exam's coming.I want to stay at home and study but I didn't =p
When will I hang out with my buddies?
It's been ages since we hung out.
Hope I can make it soon =)

Good night everyone =)

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Friday, May 2, 2008

My dearest Ruth cried today.
Felt bad to see her cry.
Natasha told me that I was the one who made her cry then I was shocked and i went to her side and asked her,and Phoebe was sitting beside her,and when I asked,'Girl,what's wrong?'Then Phoebe blamed on herself and told me that she was the one who made her cried then Ruth said,'No!Neither Qiqi nor Phoebe made me cried!you c'LOL!Luckily =) And Ruth,I don't wish to see ry again okay?Don't cry because it's worthless.Remember that drama we watched?'The one who deserves doesn't make you cry.=)'

The club activity was F.U.N.N.Y.!
Why?Can you imagine sandwiches(which we had to make ourselves with the plain
bread,tuna,cucumber and tomatoes),snacks,soft drinks and chocolates for CLUB PARTY?But it was fun since we made friends with the guys in Senior One.They kept on fooling around.
I wrote on'Wong Say Wai.Criminal Wanted',hhahahhahahhah =D The teacher kept on telling me that he has lots of students around the world except Africa.He said if his students saw what I wrote on the board they might kill me.
Teacher,they wont.Cause they don't even know me =p


Today's mood mixed up with sad and happy.
I shaked my asses after PE lesson in class.
Then my classmates kept on laughing =)
Hehehhehehheheh.
Sad,when I thought of something.
Just now when I viewed Green House account,
I saw those photos when we were practised dancing.
I miss that time lots.
Remember last year when S 2 Xin(our leader) came into our class,
we were like,'Ugh!Green House?We don't even know one of them!'
And when the dancing leader asked us to participate the dancing,
we all said would think about it but we didn't really think of it =p
When I was in KL,I received a msg from someone and asked us to attend the 1st dancing practise but none of us attended.
When school reopened,there was a house meeting.
We weren't interesting at all.
We talked when they were talking.
Then,we did participate the dancing.
It was fun!I loved it!
We also went to Ai Yee's house to make the bom bom but actually we went there to play,hahhahahhahah =D
We will not have the chance anymore.
But it will be the most memorable memories in my mind.
Thank God because I've known some true friends =)
Green House always rocks even the sports day was passed.

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Thursday, May 1, 2008




This was our picnic day =)
Look at'em!
How fun were they!
I wasn't in the sea with them because I was having period =(
S2 Yi rocks!You guys rock!
I love you all.
Hope the coming classtrip will as fun as this.

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The 1st,we looked like family,didn't we?
The 2nd,did you realise that it is like Do,Re,Mi,Fa?
Hhahahhahahahah=D
I wasn't the tallest but I've been arranged to be the tallest.
I love them.They're just like the shinning stars shine in my life.
They will cheer you up when you're down.
They will make you laugh when you feel like acting cool.
They will bring joys to you.

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You really get me frustrated!

Remember what you've promised me?
I know you don't!
But I never thought you could be so mean!
Smoking,clubbing,what else you want?
Stop studying?I just read your blog and you wrote that you've expelled!
Now then you regret?!It's too late my dear!
Why didn't you appreciate what you had?
You get us frustrated again,again and again!
I wanted to advise you but now,I'm speechless!
Really!I just talked about this with Jeanie,
she didn't want to advise you because she said she has no the right to!
And I think I have no too.
You want freedom?You don't want to study because that's a sucks school?
You choose friends instead of family?
Now you get everything you want!
Are you happy?
Hope you really are!

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