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Wednesday, December 31, 2008


2008 is coming to the end.
Finally.
Recall the memories for the very last time and say goodbye to 2008.

Firstly,met the nice Greenies and Green House won the 2nd place.
Secondly,been closer to some of the classmates.
Thirdly,realised who are my true friends and who are not.
Someone whom I thought was my best friend been really bitchy and ruined the 4 years-friendship.
The past of my 二舅母.
And so on.
Somehow,this year is a good year for me.
Well,at least better than 2007.
Don't you agree?
*P/S,the colour I dislike.
So you can see how much I hate it =]

Goodbye 2008.
& Hello 2009! (:
Hope it's a good year for everyone!
P/S,I will edit my birthday post when I'm free (:
Oh thanks darlings for the birthday wishes.
Love you all (:

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Mind to count down my Sweet 18th with me?
It's only 32 minutes to go (:
I have been waiting for Lim Fong Yee for 2 hours and I don't know what's she going to do. She asked me to hang out tonight at 10 something but it's 11.30 pm now and she haven't come.
Tsk.

To myself (:

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Buzz,Buzz,Green House! (:

To:Buzzie No. 17,Buzzie No.29,Buzzie No.31,Buzzie No.36 & Buzzie No.38

Babes,thank you all so much for coming today.
Ohh did you guys realise that you all are really noisy?
Haha :D
I could hear your voices everywhere.
But I love it.
Hahaha,call me crazy.
Whatever.
Really love you all so much.
Green House rocks!
Buzzies,we rock!

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She is always the sweetest and best

This post is especially for Kathy Chiu Zhen Yi.
Kat,thanks so much for coming today.
Whole family,wow =]
Ohh tell your mom,she looks younger ;)

I'm really sorry that I haven't get to hang out with you since you back.
I really have lots of things to do,you know.
Please forgive me.
Hope that we can hang out soon.
Maybe next week?
I will text you again (:

Oh yea,
you know when you hugged me,
my tears nearly roll down.
Why?
You have to find the answer for me ;)

Miss you.

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Don't ever expect too much from others!

Bitch,you should've known what would you get when you backstabbed me!
You disappointed at me ?
Let me tell you,
I'm even MORE disappointed at you.
You,have been the topic to talk,to bitch about whenever we hang out.
And of course you didn't know it.
How would you know,with your stupid characteristic?
Actually you're not stupid but you just PRETEND to be stupid.
You would pretend like you're so innocent.
Oh I hate that face.
It's so DISGUSTING!
& nauseous!
I don't care if I lose a friend like you.
It's you yourself ruin our friendship so don't blame it on me!

One more day to my b'day.
3 more days to 2009.
Goodbye 2008;
Happy 2009 (:

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Friday, December 26, 2008

[How can I forget her?
Must save the best to the last ma.. Hehe
She's been same class with me for 4 years..
I still remember the 1st day she came to my class, her 1st impression for me is "Omg.. I think I won't like her.."
Coz she's like a bad student..
Y? i still rmb she was sitting in front and she was reading the magazine in front of Mr Lee during his lesson..
I was gosh.. she's kinda bad..
But then the teacher chg our seats and i was hoping that the teacher won't put me sitting close to her..Who knws the seat my teacher arranged was really close to her..
A guy was sitting in the middle of us..
That was when i started to knw her more..
& she wasn't so bad after all..
This teach me not to judge ppl by their appearance..
Hehehe.. sry Qi..
Then we bcome best frens..
Everytime when bev argued with one of us, we sure will cheer each other up & give each other support..
Hehehe.. Until now we're still best friend.. We often share secrets, movies & songs..
I still rmb we went to watch house bunny.. the whole cinema was just our laughters..
Really wonder why didn't other ppl laugh.. The movie was hilarious..
She's the noisy one & also the one who gives us joy..
I'm gonna miss u Qi..
Haihzz... Just feel so sad saying all this..
Just remind me of how happy we used to be..
It's really gonna end soon..
Haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............
Just feel so bad now..]

From Ruth's blog :(
Ruth dear,I hate you!
Feel so sad when reading this.
Time does fly.
We have shared lots of things in this period of time.
You'd be by my side when I was upset.
You'd be there when I needed you.
I hope we will still be hanging out always.
Movie,KTV and etc.
Shall we?
Please,do keep in touch always.
Remember one thing,
I'll still be there for you when you need me.
24 hours.
This is my promise,especially for you.
Love you always :( :)
DON'T EVER FORGET ME! :)





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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas everyone! (:

To Ng Sok Fei & Ng Shuang Chin:

I know the gifts I gave were lousy :(
I will get new gifts for you both okay?
I promise!
Ish!
Maybe after New Year kay?




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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

2 more days to Christmas;
6 more days to 18th birthday;
No,I'm not gonna celebrate it.
Maybe just hang out with friends?
9 more days to 2009.
So fast.

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Was bored last night.
Begged my brothers to bring me out.
So we went to Damai Club.
Yes the bored place :(
Then changed to Cempaka Square.
Another bored place.
Had the Long Island.


Seeing you all leave me one by one,
heart's already broke into pieces.







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Saturday, December 20, 2008

I woke up at 10 something this morning then after bathing daddy brought us to Damai cause brother had to sign a contract.
Then we headed to Tuaran.
To have lunch.
It was so hot so me and my brothers kept on complaining cause daddy's friend didn't be punctual!
After lunch,we went to a fishes farm in Tuaran.
It was,HUGE.













Click to enlarge the photos.
I didn't take much photos because I scared it would drop into the sea.
Emm,it was so smelly but worth it! (:
I had the feeling like we're having the village life.

Then we went home.
After bathing again,me and my big brother went to One Borneo.
I bought a pairs of flats.
Love it so much (:

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Life
Monday, December 15, 2008

[在我最后一次

闭上眼睛之前

 我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力

不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你

但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 ]

The song composed by a seventeen years old girl before she committed suicide.
This song was composed especially for the boy she liked.

Time flies.
I'm turning 18 in 2 weeks.
Good or bad?I don't know.
I was so excited when I thought of my 18 birthday.
But now,I can't feel the excitement anymore.
*When I was 6*
When someone grows older,
he or she has so much to worry;
has uncountable burdens;
has uncountable hardships to go;
I admit,
I am really timid,
after having all the failures in my life.
I don't wanna have anything or be with anyone because I know I will surely lose them one day in the future.
Pessimisstic?
Yes I am.

People come and go.

I am already worrying my future studies.
I know,all of my friends are worrying,too.
Which school is the best for us?
What course will be the best for us?
So much to be worried.
Ugh.
Enough.

Big brother will be in town in 3 days.
Then I will be grounded.
Good for me I guess.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Tomorrow,you're gonna leave us forever and ever.
No,I wont cry anymore because I know that you wouldn't like to see us crying.
So,rest in peace,forever! ):

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008


已经一天了，

心情还无法平复下来。

每当想起小时候，

想起你接我们放学，

想起我们把玩具丢得一地而被你骂的时候，

想起新年或是任何日子的时候，

一起疯疯癫癫的，

 一起赌博，

一起聊天，

眼泪便轻易得掉下。

想起只有十岁的泰诚，

从此以后就没有妈妈了，

我的心真得好痛！

好想把他带在身边，

好想看着他长大，

 好想在他需要时，抱着他，疼爱他，

好想给他最好的一切！

但是我们能给的也比不上你所给的。

很不舍得，

从今以后，

我们就再也无法听见你的声音，

看见你的身影了。

这五年里，你辛苦了！

受尽了折磨，

从原本高大的身躯变得消瘦，憔悴，

你从不怨天尤人，

 终于你忍不住了，

也只说过为什么别人能快乐的享受一生而你却必须受尽折磨，

每个人听了心都很痛！

但是，我们却什么都不能帮！

昨天妈咪告诉我，

你连离开都等到身边没有人时才悄悄地离开，

我只有四个字想说，

你很坚强！

二舅母， 我真的，很想念，很想念你！

 真的很想用什么东西换回你的生命！

但是我知道这就是人生。

但愿你一路好走！


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Monday, December 8, 2008

五年的抗癌生活就这样结束了!

是好事还是坏事？

或许你离开是种解脱吧！

不必再受那些折磨；

不必再与病菌对抗;

对不起，

你辛苦抗癌的时候我不在。

当我回去看你的时候，

你还是让我看到你自己坚强的一面，

展示你美丽的笑容。

当你离开，

我竟然无法出席你的葬礼。

我的心比谁都还难受。

好想好想，

好想送你最后一程，

好想好想，

再看你最后一眼。

对不起，

这将会是我一生中的遗憾，

对不起！

安息吧，二舅母！

我永远都爱你！

我会永远都记得你。

你的坚强，

你的勇敢，

我们都以你为荣！

Vivian's post on 2nd of July:
二伯母，看见妳消瘦的脸和身躯，
心里有种说不出的痛和怜惜。。。

我们都很爱妳，请妳不要放弃自己。

不要害怕，我们都在身边陪伴着妳，
你不是一个人在孤身与病魔奋斗！

很抱歉，能力有限的我们，
无法替你分担任何一点痛苦，
化疗的疼，痛。

我多希望自己能减轻你受的痛。。。

为了诚，萌，桀，
努力的活下去！
他们需要你，
需要你这个好母亲。

妳的生存意志，保持心情愉快，很重要。

无法和妳多说一句话，
每当看见妳无助的眼神，
憔悴的模样，
心酸的感觉就迫使眼泪从眼眶涌出。

很想抱抱妳，
和妳多聊聊天，
每年新年都一起开台，
可以吗？妳愿意吗？

今天陪妳过生日，
大家都很快乐，
瞧，我们与你同在。

二伯母，请妳一定要坚强，
请妳不要放弃，
很怀念以前妳的大嗓音，
大剌剌的样子。。。

我爱你，就像母亲一样。

我们永远不会放弃妳，
请妳不要放弃妳自己。。。

妳也不舍得让大家为你难过吧？
妳知道吗，妳是我们最重要的家人，
要做一辈子的家人，
不可以先退场，
没有这种道理。

还有一件事，不要再说自己，
我们听了会难过。。。

刚庆祝回到家后，谈起了妳，
大家不禁落泪，
不是因为难过，
是为你的坚强感到光荣，
是喜极而泣。

我们陪妳，
我以后会常常回去探望妳，
陪你聊聊天，吃吃饭。

二伯母，加油！
没事的，因为妳有大家给妳的爱，
满满的爱。

Dearest cousins,
I am really sorry that I couldn't be there!
Please,just take good care of all of you!

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Sunday, December 7, 2008


I find it so hard to smile,to laugh.
When I wish to get more,I lose more.
Kell ever told me,expect less,give more.
Seems like it's time to learn to give more.
Is it so hard to get happiness actually?
Why do I just get sadness all the time?
I don't wanna cry.
I don't wish to shed a tear anymore.
My heart is really pain and I can't stand it any longer.
I just wish that my family will live happily always and forever.
No more hardships to go;
No more tears;

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原来渴望幸福也是一种奢求。

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

So we watched WildChild today.
Not bad or maybe I should say it's nice (:
Luckily!
Funny but also touching.
BUT,
some parts of the movie had been cut!



Sweet :)

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

So you know,
SPM IS OVER.
We'll only hang out tomorrow.
Watch WildChild then Kbox (:
Today is really bored!
Daddy left to Sandakan already.
Me and my brother stay at home but we really have nothing to do.
Shopping?Watch movie?
Ugh~
Maybe we'll just out for dinner later then back home again???
Rescue me from this boredom place can you?

I am feeling like this! (:

Good luck to the Geography candidates.
Tomorrow will be the very last day of exam for you all.

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welcome


Life quote no.1: For every minute you're mad,you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Life quote no.2: Everyone wants happiness,no one wants the pain; you can't get the rainbow without a lil rain :)

Love quote,the one and only: Love when you're ready,not when you're lonely

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