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Thursday, April 22, 2010

I had my toughest life back in year 1999.
It's not only for myself,it's for my whole family.
My dad,was once a farmer,that owned a big farm and had more than hundred piggies.
He was a rich and successful man.
Yet,everyone has their ups and downs.
He met financial problem in year 1996,which was terrible for us.
We thought it would be the hardest time for us.
Though it wasn't.
We knew what was the hardest when the disaster came in year 1999.
& it was this pig disease.
There were some farmers and lots of pigs have been killed by this disease.
& my dad teared everyday when he read the newspaper.
I remember he had to worry for us and also for the pigs.

One day,mom and I had lunch after school at a food stall.
& the sun was killing that time so I requested,'Mom,can I have coke,please?'
She answered,'No darling,you should know what situation our family is in now,kay?'
& I just nodded and continued to eat my food.
No one knew that I actually teared when she said that.
Can you imagine?
I wasn't even allowed to have coke!
It was considered as waste that time.
& also,every morning before I went to school,mom gave me my pocket money.
She always took RM 1 for me and I would say,'Do you have 50 cents,mom?'Cause I don't need that much.I will only have a bread and the bread costs 30 cents only.'
Sometimes she gave me RM1,yet I could spend it for 2 days and saved the rest which was not used.
& sometimes,I insisted of getting 50 cents.
That time,I was only 9 and I have no idea how would I be that mature by that time.
Luckily,it changed when we thought it was going to be worse.

God,I don't beg for more.
I just want my family to be happy and healthy and have no burdens nor worries all the time.
Please?
& also,don't bring shits to us anymore.
Your kindness is so much appreciated.
& I know that you would lead me to the right way.
Thank you so much for being with us all the time.


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