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R.I.P , I love you!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Someone I love left me,again.

Dad told me a real bad news when I called him to pick me up.
He said that po po,the nanny,had passed away.
I was blanked for one minute.
& when I got home,
brother called me to tell me the bad news and I wanted to cry but I kept holding my tears back.
When I was bathing,
Bye-bye by Mariah Carey was being played.
My tears rolled down automatically and I cried in silent.
I hate myself for didn't manage to visit her when I was back last time.
I hate myself that I never called when she was still alive.
I hate myself that I couldn't do anything to want her back.
Po po is the best po po for me,ever!
She loved me more than her own grandchild.
& now that she had gone,
the house would be empty.
Last 2 years when I was back to hometown,
I was managed to attend gong gong's funeral,
but I couldn't attend hers.
I HATE MYSELF.

Po po,please live happily in heaven.
God,lead her to the place which is fulled of happiness.
Po po,rest in peace.
I love you.
& I will never forget you.
I will not forget how nice were you.
There's always a place deeply in my heart for you and gong gong.
Both of you were the best nannies on earth.
& badly,I've considered that both of you were my very own grandparents for very long time.
REST IN PEACE.

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.
I'm tired of saying goodbye.

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