To the one I love,my sweetie,my babe,my cousin =)
Guess there're lots of things that you have to get through this few weeks.
I didn't msg you or call because I was really not in a mood to do so.
And everything I heard about you was bad!
I wanted to call you when I heard those things but I was very disappointed.
Cause it was all different.
My dear,
I told you,
whenever you need,I'll be there for you.
How I wish you would tell me everything but you didn't.
You love your friends more than me,
more than your lovely family.
You're loved.
But you never cherish what you have because you never lost.
Last year,when I went back,
you told me,
family was the most important to us.
I couldn't stop crying that night.
You,the one who made me laughed,
brought joys when I was down because I was facing something that time.
You shared yours to me made me felt better because I was glad that I had you by my side.
We went to playground to take those pics,
we talked lots of craps in the middle of the night,
you told me about those ghost stuffs which made me staying awaken for whole night,
we read comics when they were sleeping... ...
That night before I came back,
you refused to talk to me because you said I didn't keep my promises.
You said I loved my friends more than you.
But you never know,
I love you more than everyone.
And I was really sad.
Remember when David hugged me,I cried because I was leaving in the early morning the next day.
You came over me and wanted to hug me but I pushed you away because I was sad of what you done to me for the whole night.
When we got home,
you didn't allow me to sleep.
Said that I had to talk to you before I left.
I fell asleep in the end because I was very sleepy.
The next morning when I wanted to go to the airport,
Vilyn gave me the two letters.
I read it before I left and you were sleeping.
I replied to you and Vilyn.
I went upstairs,
Vilyn was crying,for me.
I hugged her and you.
When I reached KK,
you msg me,'到了吗？没想到到最后我还是会为了你这个笨蛋哭。要快点回来哦！'
I cried,without you by my side.
I wish to go back because I need you to bring joys to me.
You always did!
Believe it?
I am crying.
Because I miss you.
Miss you badly!
Please,
don't do anything to get me frustrated ever again.
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