I was crying when I was on the phone with Fang Yee last night.
I missed my grandpa so much!
He had passed away last year.
I was so unwilling to lose him.
But everyone told me maybe that was good for him.
Perhaps.
But I just couldn't accept it.
I looked for him when I was in KL but he wasn't there.
One week later aunty told me about the bad news when I was having lunch.
Then Owen and I went to the funeral.
I couldn't stop crying that day.
I hugged my grandma.
She used to argue with my grandpa when he was alive.
My grandpa loved me so so much.
I know he will not stop loving me.
The only different is,he is living in the other world.
Gong Gong,I love you.
Love you forever.
I will not forget you.
Wish you really live happily in paradise.
I am moody right now again.
I heard something bad about me!
Shit!
Is that everything must change?
I should've known the answer long time ago!
EVERYTHING DOES CHANGE!
This is LIFE!
I don't wish my life go back like how it was.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
I don't know who will be my best listener.
I don't know whom I should tell my feelings.
Noone understands me!
And sometimes I just don't know how to express it.
But it's alright.
I know everything will be just fine.
Life,is still long.
There're many difficulties that I have to get through.
I must be strong.
Must be tough.
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Life quote no.1: For every minute you're mad,you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
Life quote no.2: Everyone wants happiness,no one wants the pain; you can't get the rainbow without a lil rain :)
Love quote,the one and only: Love when you're ready,not when you're lonely
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